I ever wrote this for you XD

Bandung, 18 March 2010

Hi there Rissa Ria Maryani,

I'm Nur Asfari Dewi. I come from Bandung, Indonesia. I'm a right handed, I hope I'm not :p

I love watching clouds, no matter they bright or dark. They are changing, just like me. I like tea very much. I drink it at least a cup a day. I like cheese, chocolate, ice cream, lemonade, "asem jawa" and anything sour.

I obssesed with sushi. My first sushi, I ate with my special friend. And it makes me want to eat more. Actually I love to eat. I can eat five times a day when I get mad. LOL.

I don't have any best friend. But I have some special friends. I don't know what best friend means, so I don't have any. I'm almost always alone. My cats are my only friend.

I'm not attending the youth music events and I don't have Blac*berry or wear any braches. I don't go to salon often; and of course I rarely do the hair dressing. My hair is oily and growing wild like a bush.

I have no idea about Mango, Gaudy, Calvin Klein, Channel and blah blah blah. I will looks like a dummy if people speak about that things.

I have no close friend either. My college friends, my seniors, my nighbours, maybe they hate me.

I can't socializing well. I hate to be among strangers. I prefer alone. I know it's a bad habit, but it makes me feel more comfortable with only my self and anyting I like.

I like to repeat one movie again and again, I even remember some dialogues of it.

I like clouds as I told you, it's changing but actualy it comes from the same thing. Sometimes they were there, up high in the sky and the other time they flow in the river and fill up the sea. But they'll come back to the sky and become clouds again.

Me either, I turn lazy or get mad like the clouds, but sometimes I run fast or become very friendly like the river. It will turn back, and so on.

I don't like to share something special for me to anybody. I will be angry for days. Altough at last I will forget it and pretend nothing's happened.

I wear bright blue and bright yellow at the same time. I wear an elementary school's bag to campuss, my cellphone cracked, so I put tape around it.

I don't care.

I was born in an "unwell socializing" family, exept my brother, he can do quite well. I rarely be appreciated, for example when I got the highest GPA last smester no congratulation words came to me from my family. It makes me not sensitive and cold.

Even so, I still <3 my family, we are still working in process to be a better family. I knew something nice yesterday, FAMILY means "Father And Mother I Love You". I suggest you have to love your family too :)

Hmm.. I don't know what to share anymore.

I think that's all for me

and last..

I <3 You my special

Happy Birthday

Rissa Ria Maryani

:)

Bandung, 29 August 2011

Well, people changing. Now I more often go to salon just like to die my hair, the last one was red :p and I'm not that "unsocialized" anymore. I have some close friends who can apreciate me well and make me comfortable around them.

And now I dicided to stop thinking that people around me are hate me :p

Now I can love my self a lil bit more.

I know a lil bit about some of branded things altough I still do not have any interest with it.

My cellphone is not the cracked one anymore, somebody took it for I don't know what reason.

I still love clouds, tea chocolate, Ice cream and of course sushi :)

I still wear bright color clothes and my hair is still growing wild like a bush, now it's even wilder XD

padahal belum

@budionotri don't worry we will have it. a bright one of course, at least it will be fun if I can pass it with ya :) RT budionotri : me had unsure feeling about future..

@budionotri deuuuh yang lagi jatuh cintaaa XD RT budionotri : Life isnt simple as word, reality is much defected as you grown up, unexcepted love.

promise me you'll come back, will you ?