you used to be one of them too.

Do you remember FRIENDSTER ??

how can you don't? LOL

whahahaha tadi saya buka2 lagi friendster (FS) saya. gak tau deh. tiba2 aja ingin liat yang nostalgic2 :p

dan saya menemukan banyak hal lucu dan menarik. bolak-balik liatin foto saya sampe foto temen2 saya. liat komen saya sampe komen temen2 saya. saya mendapatkan sebuah kesimpulan. and here it is..

"Hampir semua orang (at least teman2 FS saya) pernah menjadi seorang 4L4Y"

ga percaya ?? cek gih sendiri! XD

ya ya ya, alay-alay yang sekarang begitu terkenal dan sering jadi bahan pergunjingan. ternyata eh ternyata. kalian semua (at least teman2 FS saya) bahkan termasuk saya, adalah mantan seorang alay. dari mulai gaya2 poto ala anak2 4l4Y sampe 94y4 b4H454 nya yang luar biasa artistik XD

dan sekarang saya heran. kenapa harus menggunjingkan sesuatu yang kalian sendiri juga dulunya adalah seperti itu ? apa ga jadi kayak lagi mempergunjingkan dan mengata2i diri sendiri -___-"

ya itu manusiawi sih~

hahahaha

jadi saya menghimbau. sudahlah. mari kita sudahi saja pergunjingan tentang 4L4y ini. mereka memang sedang dalam masanya. kita sekarang bisa jadi yang menggunjing karena kita SUDAH melewati fase itu. itu saja bedanya. kesimpulannya,

sebenarnya kita semua adalah sama :)

another song for you

You said to me "Make a song for me"

I made it. but u don't know it yet.

I won't tell it now.

Instead I'll make a new one for you.

here it is..."

You Don't Understand ?

You said I am the first one you would go to when the world falls down.

but when you are there with your boys band playing guitar and some games,

(how can it be ?)

You said you miss being around your friend, you said it like I coop you all this time,

(so you can't go)

is that what you feel ? then I feel sorry for you. you don't understand.

I said come to me when anything good or bad happens to you.

I open my hands. my head. my heart.

to listening it. to know it. to understand it.

and I'm trying to build a big bunch of positive spirit to make you awake.

but you can't feel it. instead you keep silent like you don't want to listen.

is that what you feel ? then I feel sorry for you, you don't understand.

Reff :

What I did. What I said.

No one was fake.No one was lie.

I did it, I said it with my whole heart.

About dreams, about feelings, about caring, about sharing.

anything.

No fakes, no lies.

No. No. No.

But if you can't feel it. Then I feel sorry for you, you don't understand.

some lyrics

If I could say what I want to say

I'd say I wanna blow you, away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight ?

If I could see what I want to see

I want to see you go down

On one knee

"Marry me today"

Guess, I'm wishing my life away

With these things I'll never say.

Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say

narccisism

I don't need everybody knows that I am tottaly marvelous, or

I don't need everybody knows that I can be unpredictable amazing.

I do show-off. I do it.

but not in front of everybody.

just in front of some people.

in front of my family. my boy. some of my close friends.

and in front of people that I want them to know.

I don't need everybody knows the real me.

at least not directly.

Because I love the feeling when someone told me,

that acctualy I could be a "Something More"

I love the feeling when I saw the surprissed expresion from someone,

when they know that I can do so many things.

I love the feeling when there's someone told me that I could be

a Model or a Popular Girl.

I just love that feeling.

I am a model and a popular girl for my self and for people that I want them to know.

but I don't need to be one of models or popular girls for everybody.

I just love the feeling when they told me so.

when I feel I am exclusive.

when I feel I am special.

when I feel I am different.

That's the way I do my show-off

:p

Price Tag - Girl

Buah. Udah mulai sibuk dengan laporan KP dan mulai mencuri2 start menuju TA~

tapi jangan bahas itu ah. gak rame.

Bahas ini aja,

kemaren2 saya terlibat sedikit percakapan tentang perawatan wajah cewek jaman sekarang. Ga buat cewek doang sih sebenernya, cowok2 juga ada ko yang perawatan2. Iya kan, iya kan ?

Emm.. apa ya ? menurut saya gak ada salahnya melakukan perawatan wajah, malah itu dianjurkan gak sih ? apalagi buat yang kulit mukanya rewel *kayak guwe. atau yang gampang jerawatan *kayak guwe. atau yang berminyak gila2an *kayak guwe juga. (Doh!).

Percakapan kemaren itu sih awalnya percakapan ringan biasa, seringan kerupuk ringan yang paling ringan. Tapi lama2 saya jadi agak esmosi. Soalnya si lawan bicaranya ini loh. Ngehe abbiezz *terektek jess.

Mulai dari so'2 nanya soal tempat perawatan wajah saya, trus jadi nyinggung2 harga, sampe ngebanding2in sama harga perawatan wajah dia. Masyaoloh. So what gitu lokh. Peduli apa gw? Asal lo tau ye. Terserah deh mau segimana mahalnya perawatan wajah lo. gw gak peduli. Urusan apa juga sama gw? Gak ada *jadi esmosi lagi.lebay~ Ah nyebelin lah pokonya si orang ini, padahal dulu kita adalah teman bermain yang bahagia bukan? mengapa engkau menjadi begitu ber-HARGA ??

Maaf ya, tapi kalo mau ngobrolin HARGA sih kayaknya gak cocok sama saya deh. Saya mah g pedulilah mau beli salep burung walet yang beraparebuan atau beli parasol sebotol yang bisa dipake sampe bulanan juga. Biarin saya mah. Sungguh.

Jadi mulai sekarang. Pelis banget jangan ngomongin HARGA2an lagi didepan idung saya. Geli saya ngedengernya. Takut nambah dosa juga~ taulah saya ini pendosa yang luar biasa, mbok ya jangan ditambah2in toh -___-"

Fyuuuh~

Maaf ya bagi yang ngerasa diomongin di postingan kali ini.

Juga tolong jangan coba2 diulangi. Sebelum saya berniat menuangkan oli di koleksi sepatu anda yang berdus2.

Wasalam.

What happened with you, Price Tag -Girl ??