Monday, March 14, 2011

narccisism


I don't need everybody knows that I am tottaly marvelous, or
I don't need everybody knows that I can be unpredictable amazing.

I do show-off. I do it.

but not in front of everybody.
just in front of some people.
in front of my family. my boy. some of my close friends.
and in front of people that I want them to know.
I don't need everybody knows the real me.
at least not directly.

Because I love the feeling when someone told me,
that acctualy I could be a "Something More"
I love the feeling when I saw the surprissed expresion from someone,
when they know that I can do so many things.

I love the feeling when there's someone told me that I could be
a Model or a Popular Girl.
I just love that feeling.
I am a model and a popular girl for my self and for people that I want them to know.
but I don't need to be one of models or popular girls for everybody.

I just love the feeling when they told me so.

when I feel I am exclusive.
when I feel I am special.
when I feel I am different.
That's the way I do my show-off
:p










No comments: