On the bus today

Met an old acquintance on the bus to Bandung today.

She makes me realize that life could be very interesting, fun and crazy at the same time. You just need to be more creative in creating the plans about how you want your life's be. And dearly make it happen with a bit of craziness, kick the social norms that are on your way to your goals. Just do it. Some crazy friends will be a great help. Just don't think too much. There is no rules in this world as long as you are not disturbing others or making any damage to the environment.
Every people has their own way, you dont have to be the same. Be different! Create your own story. Color it with your colors pour it with your scents. Make the best of it. Your masterpiece. Good luck <3

Thank you unlimitedly

God always being nice to me :)
You know that I was struggling with my hyperthyroidism in the beginning of this year. There were lump on my neck as big as a half of an egg. My heart jumped as it would come out from my mouth every 5 minutes in a day. And I remember about the terrible hair loss that time. And today as I looked up in the mirror this morning, the lump is almost gone. I am hardly feel it again now when I touch my neck. My heart beat is never bother me anymore and my hair is better now. How wonderful is that :)

God always being nice to me :)
I were always feel that I am in a hard-to-move-on zone for years even until last month. But soon God gave me something that makes me even more happy as I got off from that zone. God gives me something that makes me smile everyday. How sweet :)

For everything that ever happened to me, that makes me the way I am now. I really feel that God always being so nice to me.
I thank You unlimitedly.

My Acne Police Toner

My Acne Police! It has superb amazing healing effect. Altough the smell is still killing my nose and eyes until now.. *bzzbzz* But it's really kill zit in one night! Make the "zit-wanna-be" gone, the "zit-zit" can pop up super fast!

Ingredients you need are all from your kitchen :

1. Empty carry-on bottle, better made from glass.
2. Fill half of it with Apple Cider Vinegar. For the beginner if ur skin is sensitive, try using 1 : 2. 1 part of AVC and 2 part of water.
3. Fill the rest with clean water, I usually buy Evi*n mineral water. Or you can buy any other brand, I don't recommend Aq*a or Nest*e or R*n88 or any other brand in those price range. Since it said still has some non-friendly-for-skin metal in it.
4. Mix it well~

And tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! You get your very own miracle toner :D
It Has been my best friend for more than 5 months. And I never think to get another night toner, no more.

Some tips and warning :
- Use it only as your NIGHT toner, after you wash clean your face. AVC will be bad with direct sunlight, so don't use it while the sun is shining! You may irritate ur skin or worst get burned *gasp*

-You can compress it directly to the zit for fast healing. Put the mixture on a cotton pad and sit it on ur problem area for about 5 minutes. Then go to sleep.

- Since I am currently using my Shiseid* toner in the morning, I stopped my rose water toner for a while now. Rose water is ahmoizing too! It sooth and give that pretty glow to ur skin ;) Find one who has no alcohol in it. I recently browsing some natural rose water in To*opedia, and they over a lot of promising brand :)

- I usually use the He*nz brand for my AVC, it works well on me. I want to try that Br*gg brand whose claimed has "the mother" in it. Hmmmm ;) after this one run out baby, after this one run out.

AVC is not only help your acnes, but also shrink-in those pores and give you face a nice glow X)
A bottle of AVC usually comes in huge size, but don't worry! There will be nothing to waste. You can pour it on ur salad, you can make it as a desinfectant, or you can use it as a conditioner if you want to go no-poo for your hair. So many useful DIY thing you can make with this, how wonderful eh :D

 That's it! Have a good day!

I found it

It is TIME that I don't have.

It is TIME that I didn't give enough.

It is TIME that I wasted being unhappy.

It is TIME that I wasted being grumpy.

It is TIME in so many places that you were curious about but I didn't give a chance to try.

It is TIME that make you go away.

It is TIME that make you turned to her.

It is TIME that make me lose.

It is TIME..

TIME will heal all wounds.
TIME will give answers.
And it also TIME that will make you come back.

I am sure.

Goals today

Sometimes I wonder why people be like,
when seeing some celebrities sexy body
"Body goals!!!"
when seeing a cute romantic couple "Relationship goals!!!!"
when seeing a muscular handsome man "Boyfriend goals!!!!!!!"
when seeing a muscular handsome man holding his girl's hand "Life goals!!!!!!!!!!"
Like everything the others do is DA GOALS.

So, why people? why?? *geez*

The wonder makes me think, so that's why God forbids idolizing.
It will keep you away from the true meaning of life it self.
That is to be grateful.
The most majestic way to happiness, inside and out.

Sentiment or what you called Romance

I saw a "used to be" couple,
they were argued about something personal in social media.
They threw all of the trashes they kept all this time, inside out.
Spread the bad smell everywhere.
No one was win in that match.
No one was happy. Even me as the outsider.

That's so sad.

Soulmate is really a mystery.
People come and go. Some stay some never.
Today we love each other so much.
And tomorrow we hate each other so much.

You know what?
If you are not mean to be with me.
I hope we will never argue to death like that.
If there will come the time that we have something to argue about.
I hope it will only between us.

"And no body needs to know" - that's what Summer Sunshine said.

For me, to be out of your life is better than to be in your life but being your enemy.
And somehow, I know that you will do the same. Don't you?

It's a fiction

Her story

You got very drunk. She was there drunk with you in front of you. You f*cked her that night. When you woke up in the morning, when the ethanol was not there anymore. You found her whining for your love. You are not ready for it. After years suffering from heart broken, you still not ready. But you took her for granted that night. And now she wants you.

Your story

Your eyes were wondering, your mind was somewhere not there. Not on the pool where you spent your day with her, You feel blue, like you always choose to do. You called it masochist, but this time it's not hurt that you feel, worse than that, it's emptiness. 

My story

I was stunned, "What the heck are you doing??"

The End

A Good Time

And then came the stage where there is no more heart throbing...

Just a nice and calm vibes all over the body.
 

I thought there will never come a time where we just laying near each other, reading books.

 

With sounds from an old fan roaring in the room.
 

We said nothin'

 

We just read our books until we fell asleep...

 

next to each other.

 

Yes, I have a good time too.

 

Old friend.



L.D.R.

You may laugh. You may daubt me. You may judge whatever you like.

But this man right here, I adore him so much that I fall in love with him.

His steadiness. His affection. His way to comfort me when I'm down. His way to cherish me for what ever I'd be. All his words and the way he express his love are very very simple yet the most sincere feeling I ever got. I'm so blessed. I keep telling my self that I'm so blessed. He is the most simple love I ever have. Less drama.
Long distance relationship is realy a hard work. But still I feel blessed, it just like having your "home" everywhere you go. Because it goes within your heart. 
It hurts as hell when I miss him, it hurts even more to know that we have to go accross the sea to meet. It has a lot work to do. 

I miss him everyday, everynight. Multiple times a day. I miss him when I type this.
Until we meet again, Love.

Be "offline" for a week

How it feels to be offline for a week 101

• Somehow life is getting easier. When your boss asked you why you didn't do what he said to you on his whats*pp. You can simply just say "Oh sorry, but my internet connection is off".
• When you have internet connection and no one text you or someone was too late replying your text you must get worry or upset sometimes. But without internet connection, that no-need-to-worry-about-stuffs is BAM!! It's gone. Life's getting easier number two.
• The reason to sleep late is NO MORE. Well you know when you can't sleep you always trying to be sleepy "by your phone" which is actually makes you more awake two times better. "Well I just checking my instagram for a bit, the online shop makes me sleepy" and two hours latter... "OMG i have to get that lipstick tomorrow!! Where i can get it without pre-order?!" then.... browsing a lil-bit-more... and let's don't mention if you saw you ex's new girlfriend-suspect picture. The sun will rise soon darling~
• You will feel the strange sensation in Short Message Service.
• People will call you if they really want to talk to you. 
• You will slide on your phone screen doing nothing like an idiot. And realize that you just did that 2 minutes ago.
• You will have more time to have a real talk with people.
• It's often a bit troublesome when you have to bring your phone everywhere, like everywhere! Let's say to the toilet. But without internet connection you don't have to worry that someone may text you whilst you were peeing just for 5 minutes. 
• Sometimes you may forget that you haven't look at you phone for a day. 
• Radio will be a good choice to know the news update. 
• Your smartphone battery will be enough for 2 days. 
• You will be surpised how many things had going on whilst you offline and you still can get trough the week but without "additional dramas". 
• It's good for mind and body detoxification.

I am fallin in love

with this guy...

I feel weird today

,

I keep telling my self....... Don't want to be "Just enough".

Don't want to be treated as a "Just enough".

You told me that in those 6 years you were not that "into" me. That you didn't let me go just because you need someone to accompany you. That you didn't know what make you stay. 

(Was that pitied me?)

You told me that I'm so weird back then when I was very attached to you. You said something must be wrong with me.

You said if you did really care, you must be put me in your first priority.

(Hey, that's a good point)

And I feel weird today, something stroke my head
(I think it's logic)

 I just realized that those statements should be more than enough for me to let you go.

To let you go

.