Kisah seorang laki2

Ada kisah seorang laki2 yang baru mengenal dunia.
Memiliki "teman" baru dan terlalu asyik dengan mereka kemudian lalu merasa "teman" barunya adalah segalanya yang akan mengerti dia dan akan selalu menemaninya.
Ada kisah seorang laki2 yang baru mengenal dunia.
Di memilih melupakan dan membuang yang selama ini bersamanya.
Tamat...

aku masuk koran :p

kebanggaan sekaligus penyesalan terbesar 2012.

*kenapa harus foto yang lagi merem ini ya Alloh >..<*

heART

we heART <3

nb : back again and again ;)

Love greeting.

Many people talking about love.
Some makes poems,
Some makes quotes,
Some more makes love songs.
Love could turn someone's face into rose.
Coloring the blue sky with rainbow without rain.
Attach uncounted stars on the deep black night blanket.

Love is so magestic. Is it the magic that the story books always tell?

Love never fail. It never wrong.
We make it fail, by doing it wrong.
In every dark side of love stories, Love still gives us something to learned.
Love give us lesson, experience.

Today I'm failing.
Yet I've learned so much.
If I have to say something right now, it must be
Thanks a lot. And good luck.

Nb : If we meet in the intersection, just say hallo.

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we just can't

Trying.. falling.. failing.. and trying again..

we have gone trough so many rocks and walls,
passing this path together.
not a short time. it has been long.
not easy. but we fought.
I've been blinded. You've been fooled.
what we knew is just how to stay together till the end of time.
we crashed. we fall. we bleed.
but we pretended not to feel it.
and we keep ran.

to be asked whether i have fallen for you or not.
i bravely said I do...

even too deep.

but we just can't.
yes, we are not mean to be each others.
we are just not.
so it's better to not insist.
it's better to let go.
to stop.

we just can't.

is it the end? No, it's just the beginning,
but in a different way.

Choice.

Being a human being is really about choices.
Me for example, I always dream to traveling around the world. And of course there's must be somebody else who has a dream like me. Maybe they start to gather some of their money to go on vacation when they have days-off.

Then what have I done for my dream?
I chose to postphone it and do something else. I Colect a lil bit more money by being more patient. My dream isn't change. I just chose to take another way to it. A lil bit further. But still on track.

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Produktif !!!

Well okay, maybe I am the number one most easy-inspiring by others. Let's see it in a positive way.. I'm easily turned to be positive when I am negative or neutral.
(*start wondering what am I talking about... -___-:)



INTInya adalah, setelah mengobrol sedikit dan membaca lebih banyak blog beberapa "teman inspirasi" saya, teman inspirasi adalah teman yang bukan teman yang memberikan saya inspirasi baik secara langsung maupun tidak langsung (kebanyakan sih secara tidak langsung :p), saya memutuskan untuk menjadi manusia yang lebih produktif. dan lebih sedikit konsumtif. Karna pacar saya bilang "konsumtif itu sifat orang Indonesia banget." dan entah kenapa saya ketika itu ingin dibilang tidak bersifat orang indonesia, jadilah saya mau lebih produktif!!Yoshaaaa!!! 


Ehem.
Then! I start with a tinny baby step. I start with writing on this blog again.
enjoii :)
<3

Some lyrics

"Remember when I cried to you a thousand times I told you everything You know my feelings It never crossed my mind That there would be a time For us to say goodbye What a big surprise But I'm not lost I'm not gone I haven't forgot Remember when... I remember when it was together till the end Now I'm alone again Where do I begin? I cried a little bit You died a little bit Please say there's no regrets And say you won't forget But I'm not lost I'm not gone I haven't forgot" -Some lyric cuts from another Avril Lavigne song.

Once upon a time, a late chat.

X : Im not happy lately.. I feel sick.

Y : Do you believe that i love you? So?You hate me?

X : Even it's were true that I hate you. I must hate my self more.
I am sick.

Y : Tell me more..

X : I can hurt you anytime you know.

Y : If you feel bad, try to feel good and the badness gone instead

X : I am sick. I feel like I want to kick my senior face when she mocking my work.

Y : Then kick them sometimes.

X : I get irritated really fast. I hate to explain why I am mad. I just feel I want to punch anyone who playing with my nerves.

Today I want to punch you so many times. I must be sick, right?

When I really mad at you and want to kick you, just in a seconds I want to knokcing my head to the wall. To make it stop thinking.

Y : Then punch me. But tell me a reason before you do it. I could undrstnd.

You just tired. Even you're a strong girl you need a rest

X : I hate I couldn't stand well on the elevator. I hate I'm easily lost things. I hate I'm easily foget. I hate I get irritated fast. I hate my hands and my brain, they work out of control. My hands can't stop doing something. And when I realize, I lost my wallet, handphone, your jacket, tickets, and so much more. I throw it away without realize when I'm doing it. I must be a crazy girl.

I'm crying. Laughing. Talking to the wall. What will you call it, if it's not crazy?

Y : Additional, you talk with your self in english even youre an indonesian, that thing that you sud call crazy? I prefer called it silly ;9

You should sleep, Darl.

Forget it all about. U just tired. The sun will be burst in the monday morning. Everything gonna be crazy and you will be fit on this crazily world. Yes, you already ;9
<3

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Sweets on January ♥

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Dear, Mademoiselle Ponta

I know I yelled at you so many times.
Sometimes I hit your head.
I step on your tail.
I don't feed you well.
I must be a bad master.

I don't know how can you live this long.

I don't know why you still following me when I am home.

Waiting for me in front of the bathroom's door while I was taking a bath.

Tailing me back to my room and watching me doing my stuff.

Why do you like to step on my bed when I just want to go sleep and get onto the blanket, put ur head into my armpit and start sleeping. Why?

Or like the other day you woke me up in the middle of the night, knocked my room's window coz you want to get in. 

I remember when we play tag.. or hide-and-seek.
It's fun. I love playing with you.
You like playing even though you already an (old) pretty lady.

You eat noodles. Apple. Potatoes. Cakes. Ice cream. Even alates.

Sometimes you eat cockroach. The most horrible monster in the house.

That time I think what a great hero you are.

You such a nice pet. No, you are a nice friend. 

My best hairy friend.
I wish you a long healthy life.
I love you, Dear.




Hug and kisses.
-Me-

#mewords Vol. 1

#mewords I miss you Matsumoto.

#mewords I build my self without the hot issues.

#mewords Saya bukan anak gaul, dengan tidak adanya televisi dan ketidakgemaran mendengarkan radio. Saya semakin tidak gaul. Sekian.

#mewords It's an undeniable fact tht sometimes we hate what we love most. So maybe love & hate are in one package. We have to use it wisely.

#mewords Double fighter in a single match. We are.

#mewords Ada saat dimana ketika membaca kata yang sulit dibaca, saya pikir itu teka-teki kata yg mengharuskan membaca kata secara terbalik.

#mewords Long-term relationship, use less sweet talks. It speak more with heart. I feel it so.

#mewords That time, when I have so many things to be corrected and even much more things to be learned. That's the time I feel young :D

#mewords The "run free-style" relationship. In our case I believe we already built a home for our soul. A place where we will always come back.

#mewords I used to be a single fighter five years ago. Now, there's a lil bit of worries when I remember ur time to go is coming really soon.

#mewords Lately, I often wondering how life will go on without you on my phone at night and in every weekend I always waiting for..

#mewords When I was eating Onigiri, I always thought that I can live with only Onigiri and fruits and water. I love you, Onigiri-sama.

#mewords Sometimes an animal can be more "human" than a human.

#mewords Just realize that, I'm not that smart. I'm not that pretty. I'm not that hot. I just have a positive aura.

#mewords The "Marriage" word makes me feel sick, lately. It's like being told that I would be traveling around the world this year.

#mewords I don't live in people's opinion.

#mewords I often forget that I am a human too. This head feels like metal sometimes xp

#mewords If I were a disney princess. I am Murapunzel. It's combination between Mulan and Rapunzel.

#mewords You are not mean, you just silly.

#mewords I often tell someone that I am a girl. I wonder do they forget or don't know?

#mewords Spiral isn't my style.

#mewords If there will be a time you keep silent after we fight, that time surely I will go. Forever.

#mewords Hey you there, I wanna be treated like the girl I saw in girl's movies sometimes.

#mewords If there were someone who got bankrupt bcoz of buying books, tell me who.

#mewords The best part of sushi that makes me addicted are rice+nori+soyu. That's it.

#mewords I feel smart when I'm reading :D

#mewords I learn a lot when I'm walking around the town doing nothing

#mewords I never hate anybody. Bcoz I'll kill them in my memory first. So they lost..

#mewords I hate "wkwkwkwkwk" laugh.

#mewords Ya. Saya sekaku tulang rusuk. Dan untuk merubahnya tidak bisa dipaksakan. Hai Adam.

#mewords Oh tuhan... Kenapa kau ciptakan aku begitu hebat?

#mewords Okay. Stay cool Dew.

#mewords I talk to my self. Anywhere.

#mewords It often happens to me when everybody was laughing within their own group and I was alone with my stuffs. Then I smile.

#mewords I'm not trying to be too serious. I just really easily forget. So I don't stop before I finish. It just a prevention.

#mewords Is there a book about how to stop being too serious? I think I need it.

#mewords Please stop. Before I become really hate you. I'm serious.

#mewords Something must going wrong. Bcoz it's too easy. Beware!

#mewords Beware of mr/ms gadget. They can make you miss someone's smile.

#mewords Please stay young and run with me, Soul. Yours too :)

#mewords Anak saya nanti g akan saya bawa jalan ke mall sampe dia cukup umur. Maaf ya nak, mama g mau kamu tua dini.

#mewords Children nowdays really lost their youth.

#mewords It's true that life is about choices. And every choice that you choose was made by you. So there's no use spending a long time just to blaming the other people.

#mewords I often feel that I only use no more than 0.9% of my brain this far. That tought makes me feel stupid.

#mewords Seeing someone who work hard can turn my spirit on.

#mewords There will be a rack of old books in my future house. So i can smell them everytime i want.

#mewords Reading is my sleeping pill. And it works well.

#mewords And someday I'll have a trip to Japan with you. I belive.

#mewords I'm not different. I'm just special~

#mewords I eat vegies and fruits first. Then carbo.

#mewords My BF said it's a bad habit to smell foods before eat it. But it helps me to imagine wht its taste like. So it's hard to stop doing it.

#mewords I get nerves when there's nothing I can do.

#mewords My back bones are not in the right shape. But they still help me to stand straight so far. I'm really thankfull for that .

#mewords I'm not sensitive. But I care.

#mewords There were times I miss you a lot, friends. I just didn't say it to you.

#mewords I often have to remind myself that "You are a human, Dew. So it's okay to make some mistakes".

#mewords I've found a smile that can makes me happy when I see it.

#mewords If being popular means I have to be "up to date". I guess I would never be.

#mewords I learn a lot when I'm alone. Being with a lot of people makes me forget.

#mewords For me a good fashion is all about effect.

#mewords I hate when I thought that you are joking, but you're not.

#mewords Life is not a competition for gaining money. it's about a competition how to enjoy and be gratefull for the money you have gained.

#mewords I dont like best friend words. Because i dont know the definition. Besides what kind of friend can be titled by those words? So, i prefer not using it.

#mewords Aku hitam dan putih.

#mewords You are a human, me too.

#mewords I'm healthy and happy :) ♥

Extras

#HereILearn Bukan tempat dimana kita akan meninggalkan atau ditinggalkan. Adalah tempat dimana kita akan selalu kembali. Keluarga.

#HereILearn Every single soul has their own reason to do smthing. Altough smtimes it's sounds stupid to u. But not for them. Then respect.

#HereILearn Your problem is not the most hilarious problem on earth. Stop complaining. It won't make it any better.

#HereILearn Being angry because of a provocator's mouth is the most stupid thing to do. So, don't.

#HereILearn It's okay to make mitakes. It makes you human.

#meandmyidols Surprisingly we have the same attraction of something. Does it means that I idolized my self actualy?

source : https://twitter.com/#!/asfaridewi

Heart mumbling

I see future in ur eyes.
I feel home in ur heart.
I found a shelter in ur arms.
I smell love in ur breath.
I am happy I said "Yes".

Love is something I can't describe well.
But I can feel it really well.
And I am happy I said "yes".

There's a man changing my life.
I was born to be a rough stone.
Even the Sun couldn't change my color.

Until oneday you came slowly.
Caring me with something I named, Love.
It's not always nice, sometimes it hurts a lot.
But look! Love can make me glowing.

This why I stay.

And I'm happy I said "Yes".

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How to treat your girl (part 1)

Being independen is also need rest you know?
Bcoz it's exhausting.

Then treat me well as a girl. Not an enemy you should fight. Not being my opposite. Not ask me to open the door for you too. Kiss my forehead so I can have a nice sleep. Cover me with your jacket when it's getting cold. Not throw your jacket to me so I can wear it. It's make a big diference you see? Hold my hand when we walk like you want to show the world that I am your girl. Worried about me not only after we have a nice date but also after we fight. Lend me a hand when I am in trouble and not ask who will lend you a hand when you are in trouble (C'mon Man!!?). Text me some sweet words in my hard days. I tell you it will be like I just got a miracle from heaven. Teach me slowly, told me gently. So I don't get hurt.

I am a girl, you know?

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