Finally

Here comes again. Just passed through me.
The wind that came so hard and brought rains. Emptied me.
Brought away another pieces of me. Left holes. Another holes.
If you ask me how it feels. It feels just wrong. It's like the universe start to make a conspirations to not let it happens. Everything, Every little things just slowly vanished. Walked away. I couldn't grab it. I lost my breath chasing hard after it. But I never reached it. That's.... that is how it feels.
It's like something told me "It's not it"
again...


Don't worry.
Something is growing stronger inside me.
I know what's wrong. I know what I want. I know what I have to do.
Finally.



Bandung, 9 September 2014
Asfaridewi


P.S.
I left my heart in Haneda Airport, Tokyo, Japan that night. Let it remains warm and sweet.