Like.. to be really truly yourself. Without have to worried about what will people think about you. It really feels good to be content inside. You don't have to watch your back all the time. Everything feels a lot lighter to you. You just go with life, easily. Whatever happens, happens. Whatever will be, will be.
Just Let go what you can't control. And just do what you can control, which is your self, your thought, your mind, your behavior. Prove not to other people. But to you. Only you. Prove that you will always can be better than your yesterday self.
Am I an introvert? Oh yes Sir, I am.
Am I happy about it? Well, yeah mostly.
I still have my insecurities about the way I interact with people. I still, sometimes, hope that I can do better with "basa-basi" stuffs, rather than slamming people with some direct sh*t that I always do.
I still think that I'm weird and awkward in any social interactions.
And I'm still secretly hoping that someday I can greet people as easy as I greet stray cats that I met on the street.
But hey, It feels really good to be yourself.
To accept who you are. To just accept that you are not the same as your surroundings.
To know that you are not broken, but you just live differently. And it's okay.
I am grateful that I never even think about how to be "fit-in" where ever I go.
And hey, It feels really good to be yourself. It feels really good.
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