it seems the 7th is a bad luck for me

Nur Asfari Dewi, there are things who not supose to be together. Maybe not now or maybe not forever.
It's enough punishing your self. You better move. You should move. Yes, You have to move on, Darling. Open up your heart for things and people in front of you. You better take a direct step from now on. And don't look back.
Look! There's something beautiful ahead. You deserve happiness. Not only the people you love.
Be happy, be gratefull, be live.